21 and Sober

dedicated to:
Aaron Jeffrey Krick

you told me once that humans were "irrational creatures". I don't exactly remember the context but it stood out in my mind because i had a true irrational experience today. A girl in my imc class was sleeping next to me. Like seriously....on the verge of snoring and we had about three minutes left of class. So being the good person that i try to be i attempted to wake her up thinking that i might get an "omg thanks", no such luck. She didnt wake up and then when i told the teacher on the way out that she might want to wake her up she followed me down the hall to ask me why i didn't mind my own business. Now my initial reaction was to smack her upside her head and simply say you're welcome but i just said to her that i had tried to wake her up and that i didn't mean to piss her off. It seems like everyone i that class has a target set around my face and i am not exactly sure why that is but i dont feel the greatest about it. Then i remembered what my brother said and it made me feel a little bit better.....not much but i guess enough to make a difference. People in general don't stop to ask questions and examine situations before flipping out and using obscenities like "why the fuck did you tell her that i was sleeping" i think she would have figured it out on her own eventually.
But people don't make sense to me and no matter how nice of a thing i try to do, i get bit in the ass for it. So don't take it personal but i am not doing any favors for people who sit next to me, copy my paper and sell cigs to each other before lunch.
So thank you Aaron for some insight into a totally off topic that just so happened to relate to my life today. <3