peculiar specimen

You intrigue me to say the least. Watching you go throughout your day makes me almost want to cry for you. I don't know why i feel this way about you but i think it might help me get to know and be friends with you better. You express yourself in the only way you know how, and try to share this with others but at the same time you stay detached and almost lost. You only sing in church when you realize that you are the only one not and that god might look at you in question. You are tragically funny but don't laugh at yourself because you secretly think people are laughing at you not with you. You put others before yourself but still care about your own well being a great deal. You care more about friends than relationships but tragically wish you could find the one you were meant to find. You think about the opposite sex more than you should but don't watch inappropriate shows because that is exactly not how you want people to think of you, but don't plan to do much about it. You like to put things more into a destiny perspective because you aren't what you would call lazy just wants things to happen rather than chase after them. I wish i could be more like you in more than a few ways. but i think that i am too fragile to live the way you do. so for now you are a great role model and hopefully a good friend.